Sound familiar?
"I work twice as hard as everyone around me and still feel like it's not enough."
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"I know I people-please. I hate it. I still can't stop."
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"I stay in situations way past their expiry date because leaving feels scarier than staying."
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"I hold everything together for everyone else while quietly running on empty."
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"That low hum of something is about to go wrong never fully switches off."
What we cover
The 12 survival stories — what they are, where they come from, and how they show up in your everyday life
Why willpower, insight, and positive thinking keep burning out — and what actually changes the pattern
Why your nervous system keeps choosing familiar pain over unfamiliar safety — and how that wiring can change
The first real step toward actually feeling different — in your body, in your relationships, in your life
Who is Beanie?
My name is Beanie. I'm a kinesiologist and transformational coach and I've been doing this work for over 17 years with others — and 25 with myself.
Twenty years of severe anxiety in my early years. OCD. Panic attacks. A bucket full of "I can't" and "I'm not safe" and "I'm not good enough." Which I self-soothed with the usual suspects. I know what it feels like to be completely at war with your own mind.
And I know what actually shifts it. The real work. The kind that lives in the nervous system, rewires the patterns, and actually sticks.
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